chapter 3
May 2, 2024 to May 8, 2024.
First Episode (Part One).
[By the time you see this video, I will already be gone.]
“Take more shots of my left side, my Fans all say my left side looks better than my right.”
Xiao Qin is much calmer than she was a week ago, but she said that after learning all this, she cried at home for several days and lost three pounds.
“I’ll make sure to film you beautifully.” She rubbed her eyes, “Sister Zhu Yuan, what’s your first wish?”
“I want to try circumambulating Mount Kailash.”
She nodded immediately, “No problem, I’ll book your ticket right now. But can I ask why you want to go there?”
I couldn’t smile at the camera: “Lu Xiao and I once promised each other we’d go together, but now there’s no chance. I want to see the place for myself. Isn’t it said to cleanse the soul?”
Tibet is far away, but not so far as to be unreachable.
After landing, the high altitude made me feel unwell, and after two days of exhausting travel, I finally arrived at the starting point for the pilgrimage, Taqin Town.
On the way, Xiao Qin kept worrying about my health, constantly reminding me of things to watch out for.
I teased her with a smile: “I asked the doctor, and he said I don’t have much time left anyway, so I can go wherever I want.”
With that one sentence, the young girl’s eyes turned red with worry again.
But she still cautiously asked, “Sister Zhu Yuan, did you and Mr. Lu part peacefully?”
I knew she was being tactful.
Actually, my divorce from Lu Xiao was messy and humiliating.
But now, as I’m about to leave this world, I finally have the courage to say it out loud: “From his perspective, it definitely wasn’t a peaceful breakup. He, like all of you, thought I cheated.”
“So you really didn’t cheat, right?” The young girl’s eyes sparkled, “I knew I wasn’t wrong about you.”
I nodded with a smile: “Mm, I loved this man so much, how could I look at anyone else?”
New bloggers have one flaw: their emotions fluctuate too much.
She cried her eyes out right in front of the camera.
She sobbed, “Back then the media all accused you of cheating, how could they dare?”
I had to comfort her in front of the camera.
In the end, I had to admit:
“Forget it. Let me tell you, it was all self-directed and self-acted by me.”